NOTHING BUT RANDOM

I have no acceptable excuses to give another stupid apology. I’ve been apologizing on every post that I write. I’m full. I just need to burp now.

I was ~~lazy~~ busy. Yeah right, to tell you the truth, I am too lazy to blog nowadays due to unavailability of internet here on the hills of Indang, Cavite. Joke. Internet cafe’s just right next door. I just didn’t feel like updating even if my last public exposure (aside from school and municipal foo-foos) at Taste Asia Blogfest. (will post about it later even if it’s uber late already) is worth blogging. Ugh.

It’s just that until now, I’m still busy (I mean the real thing). I have a lot of work to do. I mean a HELL LOTS of work, like studying (sue me), doing the big laundry, taking care of my freshie brothers in our apartment, generating my own weekly allowance for my brothers who depend on my ATM account–oh yes, I was busy generating my own weekly allowance.

Didn’t I tell you guys that I’m broke already?

BROKE. Bi ar ow dobolyu key, that I couldn’t even afford to buy Coke Sakto. Or that all time fave Hany.

No, seriously I’m not really broke. It’s just that my remaining balance in my ATM has only minutes left to doomsday. I can’t make hingi pera from my mom that’s why I have to (sulk) use my prize money for our everyday expenses. (My mom seems to be in bankruptcy as well after paying a large sum of money to my aunt in Paranaque).

I could still eat food. Um, that is two cups of rice plus a variety of canned goods and noodles. You know, I need to maximize my 200 pesos for the whole week.

Well of course, that’s impossible so I made a small business to suffice my *ehem school requirements. I cater MP3 uploads for 1 peso per song. That’s right. One freaking piso per song. I also do regular audio CDs for 2 pesos per song. So if one CD can fit it approx. 18-20 songs, that’s 40 pesos. With the playlist, CD, and CD case. But for big time pirates here, I also do bulky installer download for 75 pesos per CD. Or Korean movie torrenting for a hundred pesos. Hahaha. Piracy is the best policy.

Profitable? As long as my customers pay for my services on time, I can feed my pets with branded dog food. Haha. Oh my poor brothers.

OMG. What have I disclosed (gulp). Hope Ate Ems won’t read this or I’m DEAD.

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PISSED OFF

My hands itched for some drawing so I created one.

Pfft. If only I had a real baseball bat. Or I would’ve drawn an M16 for these jerks.

Friday, after a full load of school crap on my back (that is my notebook with lots of lectures and projects lined up and saved neatly on MS OneNote) juicing out my wallet, I opt to go straight to Trece Martirez city to get some cash. Of course, I need to hide myself (again) from the crowd since it feels weird when everybody’s looking at me. I fled to the nearest ATM, grabbed a cutesy 300 pesos, stared at the receipt, and then sobbed.

Frustration swallowed me then. I haven’t bought anything for myself and now, my cold cash is nearing its end (til my Dad’s next remittance :-)). But I have no choice. I’m hungry. And my brothers are hungry. More importantly, I don’t want my mom to borrow money from my neighbors who are all concerned about the interest they’ll get upon payment.

I entered the bus while converting two pieces of Bavarian donuts to salty porridge. It was an easy task since I can keep the porridge fresh inside my stomach. After a while, I heard one ranting something loudly and annoyingly repeatedly.

“Tropa!”

I stopped chewing.

“Tropa! Tropa!”

I stopped breathing.

“Tropa! Tropa! Pengeng balato! Oy, nanalo ng handred tawsan. At laptap!”

I stopped stopping and looked at a direction where he’s supposed to sit. Okay. I looked provocatively with my mouth full of chunks. Silence there was.

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“Tropa! Tropa! Pengeng balato! Pamasahe lang!”

The chanting went louder. Ugh!

I couldn’t stop praying for and cursing him to stop rapping like a frog. It was like, uh, 20 minutes and then he was later accompanied by his fellow frogs and ribbitted the same song that made me and the nearby passengers bullied and disturbed.

Insolent frogs. They should have not worn their school uniforms before entering the bus or I might have thrown flies and mosquitoes trapped inside my bag to fill their noisy mouths.

Ugh. They just don’t know.

I only have 2000 pesos remaining in my bank account, imbecile pricks!

BUILDING AN ORGANIZATION

I’m no-gooder at student organizations even if I have already put myself on such positions from the President to the lowly Escort. Everytime I hold into those positions, I couldn’t stop thinking about my irresponsibility or unfailing time ‘mis’management. I always end up feeling unaccomplished or unreliable even if I did something worthy of recording as an organizational feat. And then, I just stopped joining orgs. That’s what I thought.

Last year, I was elected as the Vice President for External Affairs of our university’s SAMASKOM (Samahan ng Masang Komunikasyon, a derivative of UP-CMC’s Samahan ng mga Mag-aaral sa Komunikasyon) because I have no choice.

Ningas cugon. We realized having seniors as the heads of organizations are untrustworthy of managing organizations. After realizing our senior executives are irresponsible, the recognition of our org didn’t push through. We lost our constitution and bylaws (and our seniors didn’t even care about making another one). Since last year, our course has no affiliated organizations at all.

I just went with the flow. I got tired of doing nothing, assigned with nothing, and joining a ‘nothing’ after the haywire I had with our student pub.

Now, I am rebuilding our organization from scratch. I guess it’s my time to do something. To put a legacy in our department aside from winning a hundred thousand pesos and made our school popular that greatly influenced the increase of our school’s enrollment percentage.

I am going to revive SAMASKOM. A brand new SAMASKOM.

I have already drafted our new consti and bylaws. Now, it’s up to the rest of our whole Mass Comm studentry to continue rebuilding our org.

To all Mass Comm students/student leaders, help me with this endeavor. I don’t have any contacts from you. Help me. Help me.

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