I GOT SMACKED!
I appreciate italk2much’s efforts of lambasting my blog. Huhuhu. Plasticity at my best.
It was kind of them to say nice things about my blog. One is that I was the ugliest creature they have ever seen in the entire cosmos, that I had the stupidest sidebars, that I had the unintelligble non-English poetry and prose and so on and so fort. Geez, it’s so nice of them. They are so friendly. Hope someone would smack their website’s cheesy layout and bust their tried hard schmucking blast offs to stupid bloggers like me. Isn’t it so nice?
I was hoping for real REAL smacking comments. But I guess some of these god-damned pretentious smacking personas really tried to make sense of proving their smacking prowess but then unearthly out of place, out of this world, and maybe, just to make fun of themselves. Well, they became famous because of that. Hehehe…
As they say, I have to do my best to improve my blog. Maybe because of being idle, I wasn’t able to supply sensible posts for the past few weeks, perhaps? Or it’s the reality that I’m losing my grip to reality for all the things that has happened to me. That would be a long story. Probably in that point, I absorbed their smacking. Since I’m a newbie blogger, I guess their smack is or would probably be constructive. Jesus Christ. ^_^ How is it hard for me to take it seriously? Because they are not serious?
But thanks to italk2much for talking too much anyway. I’m happy that they find time to patiently browse my site.
Yet it just reminds me of what has happened to my comrades about their reading of my precious blog, particularly about their hand-washing.
I was so disappointed, again for the nth time, for hearing that they were shot personally by my post and that it has questioned their benefactors’ integrity, for teaching them how to be what they are right now—that I have judged their character simply with my post. That is, for playing safe in times that our publication should demonstrate and tangibly practice its principle and essence of ’serving the people’. Serving the people, by being coward?
I was so disappointed, again for the nth time, for their understatements that I was so shallow and so disrespectful for my post. Literally, I was vulgar. But does that really make sense? I should respect their decision ‘daw’? And what I did is ‘disrespectful’? Disrespectful for disclosing my frustrations online that I had co-staffers in our publication with the perspective similar to Mike Defensor? Haven’t they realized my ‘freedom of expression’? Or they were just ashamed that people would realize that they are disrespectful to my fellow comrades who participated wholly in the CvSU heckling incident, to the youth organizations similar to ours with the same advocacies, and to the rest of the people connected and related to our field? Or simply to Ate Tere? Ashamed that people would read their cowardice? Their playing safe? Fill in the blanks.
And then, they are condemning me for what I did.
Simple phrases.
I stand corrected. I did nothing wrong. I am not ashamed of my stand about the incident.
What about them?
Jesus. I haven’t given them the layout. Each time I entered their office and upload the files in my CD, my CDs always jam. Never failed to always fail reading. Did it in our first meeting with the cutesy Tweety bird CD now without my awareness of its apparent whereabouts. Second when these people called for an ‘important’ meeting using a CD which I bought for 10 pesos, but then when I slammed in on the drive, it stopped responding. Everytime I upload the layout files, my files jam. Not once, but twice.
Isn’t it ‘divine intervention’? That ’someone’ doesn’t want me to upload the files to our pub’s PC? That ’someone’ doesn’t want me to give them our magazine layout that contains none what our mag supposed to contain—our stand about the heckling incident? That mag that was begged to be encoded with a ‘both-sided, super objective, over-the-counter’ news analysis? Ok, both sides. Then afterwards, what?
They promised me to mail that news to me so I can edit it right away. Zzzz…
I have finished my freakin’ layout. Ready to be uploaded. But now, our family struggles for money even for a 70 peso jeepney fare. Crawling for fetish poverty. Geez.
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